The Tankwa re visited – April 2023

My world is waking, a canvas of tranquillity unfolds. Clusters of pale Naples yellow grass move gracefully, their slender blades swaying in perfect harmony with the gentle breeze that caresses this soon to be hot place. The pre-dawn glow tints the east with a muted orange hue, casting an ethereal glow upon the landscape.

Silhouetted against the painted sky, the rocks stand as sentinels, their darkened forms, and my yesterday’s sculptures contrast against the emerging light. The distant hills emerge in delicate layers, and the secrets of the forthcoming day are revealed. Each moment of this sunrise brings a new revelation, a gradual unveiling of beauty and possibility.

With each step I take across the ridge, the shale floor scrunches underfoot, reminding me of the rugged terrain that surrounds me. The familiar crunch serves as a humble reminder that I am but a visitor in this grand symphony of nature. The moon and stars, brilliant just a few minutes ago, fade away, surrendering their stage to the sun.

As the first rays’ peek over a faraway mountain range, the world begins its metamorphosis. Soft shadows, like gentle fingers, reach out across the land, illuminating the sparce scrub and breathes life into the lone acacia that stands tall next to the fractured reservoir, a sentinel in this forgotten oasis.

In the distance, the majestic Cederberg range emerges, bathed in a palette of pink and mauve, its peaks seemingly painted by an artist’s brush. The colours blend seamlessly, creating a breathtaking vista that captures the essence of dawn’s beauty in the west. The tranquillity of this moment envelopes me, and I am overcome by the profound sense of harmony and peace in the stillness.

Sitting amongst the rocks surrounded by a symphony of colour and serenity reminds me of the sacredness of the natural world, and the importance of embracing it.

In this gentle dance of light and shadows, I find solace and inspiration. I wish I could share this feeling with others who are caught up in the chaos and noise of the world, tell them that there is peace and a silent sanctuary somewhere out there, if only they could find it.

My profound connection with nature is reinforced and I am once again filled with gratitude for my life.

Veld Walking

As I open the car door, the warm air swirls the dust into the car, settling as a fine matte layer over everything and into every nook and cranny. I have, since moving here, stopped worrying about a dirty car…it signifies my new life:)

 The corrugated dirt road I have just traveled , runs east to west  parallel to the Swartberg Mountain range. The late afternoon shadows start to lengthen as  I stoop through the ill kempt wire fence, lifting the bottom strand for Sasha. She heads off nose down along this now familiar path darting here and there testing small lizards basking in the last of the days warmth. I wonder what stories her scents could tell?

I watch where I am going too, this is the end of a long hot summer and snakes may be out, but I’ve only seen a few on these walks. Karoo Sand Snakes also known as Whip snakes and a Horned Adder lurking in the sand between small stones.

At first glance the land around me looks dry, barren and uninteresting. Normally landscapes and paintings of landscape have something majestic in them or a dramatic focal point that claims the viewers attention. Not here, in a single glance the foreground is initially seen and disregarded and the distant Swartberg range is just a tinge of muted colour shortening the horizon, the small  undulating treeless hills in the middle distance break the two, and that is about as dramatic as it gets – until you look closely to what is right in front of you. 

That is when the magic appears. I am walking over a flint factory – hundreds of shards of sharp chert, a sedimentary rock composed of microcrystalline or cryptocrystalline quartz, the mineral form of silicon dioxide , where recent bushmen  or other hominids before them worked with this hard stone – flaking it expertly, making the tools they needed to skin an animal, make an arrowhead for a bow or perhaps a larger piece to scrap bark or cut meat and hides. I have also found some tear dropped shaped stone cores here, rocks that have had the flakes removed and sculpted into hand held axe like tools for digging, crushing, pounding or cutting.
Squatting down, rubbing my fingers over still sharp chert edges feeling the contrast of the smooth middle – I am almost transported back to that time and place and try and imagine what it may have looked like, who has worked and walked here over the last few hundred years. I imagine them sitting on haunches chipping away,  conversing with clicks, discussing the next hunt or where they may find water.

I  rise and walk slowly over the light coloured flakes and down into a dry river bed, lined with sweet thorn acacia – Vachellia Karroo – This is beautiful and useful tree that usually survives and thrives in these harsh conditions. It is the most common tree in Southern Africa. Its very long tap root enables it to get nutrients and water from deep within the ground. There is an interesting symbiotic relationship between the roots and a fungus, where atmospheric nitrogen is fixed.  In addition to the tree and the fungus benefiting, the environment eventually also benefits from this effect.This nitrogen allows grasses and other plants to survive in its shadow.

It’s thorny branches hold nests that are well protected from predators and at least 10 species of caterpillars are dependent on this tree for their survival:) Its rough bark is home to many small insects, which in turn attract birds. Because of its deep root system, the trees give a good indication of where to find water.   The inner bark can be used to make rope, which, unlike leather, does not stretch when wet.  The red-brown gum is edible – hence the common name “sweet thorn”.   People and animals can consume the transparent gum.  It can also used for glazing pottery!  The thorns could be used for pegs or pins. It’s seeds can be used as a coffee substitute…but I have not tried this!!  Sadly due to the recent severe and persistent drought, some of these trees succumbed and those that are not harvested for firewood, slowly rot, but during that process other microbiomes spring up in the decay just under the soil or in the folds of the falling bark. Such magic happening quietly out of site. Nature prevails even in death.

Under each living tree tree is a complete micro ecosystem, shrubs, grasses, ants, worms, beetles, fungi…… and then even smaller ones in or on the soil. Each one in symbiosis with the other and altogether surviving to benefit themselves and the other. There is a fine balance in nature that is not competitive, but complementary and complete. I sit and watch and wish humans were as cooperative and affiliated. 

I move along the dry river and up a gentle slope where the rocks and stones have changed colour and shape. If you carefully lift some of the bigger ones you will find the odd scorpion or centipede, some larger rocks are already upturned and their treasure raided by baboons or bat eared fox.

There are many excavations and burrows in the ground, large and small probably dug by porcupines or perhaps an aardvark, polecat, weasel, or genet and other never seen nocturnal creatures who forage in the area for bulbs and insects. A little further along in the less rocky soil, are large aardvark holes, some have middens a short distance from the entrance and some abandoned ones are being used for daytime shelter by rabbits and bat eared fox. 

If I look carefully there are areas of petrified wood……fossilised wood, fragments of a time long past when man did not live here, but glaciers moved slowly to the west as what was part of Gondwanaland, before the continents separated…..how can this barren looking place be so interesting! I walk here often and am never be bored:)

The Hare, the Bat-eared Fox and the Tortoise

I planned my adventure day out, a route that I had done before and was ready to return to. A drive from home on a circular route that would allow me to walk and discover and explore. Little did I know what sadness the first part of the day would reveal… I was driving along a dirt road isolated on each side by a game fence when I came upon death. Death of beautiful and precious animals. The necessary diversification of land use because of the prolonged drought in the region with farmers turning to game farming. The effect of this is that all the local wild animals of the area can no longer migrate in their normal patterns and are either trapped in a fenced off area or in no man’s land – the road.

Animal instinct is strong, and burrowers manage somehow to dig under the fences and make a path to where they need to go. The gap in the fencing, over time becomes known and a well-worn path is created. As the game farms are in some cases are hundreds of hectares square, small escape routes can go unnoticed and unattended to for some time. It was at one of these gaps that I came upon death. I slowed when i saw a dead creature lying just inside the game fence and I stopped to take a look. There were two animals’ side by side. A fully grown Bat- eared Fox and possibly, a fully grown mongoose, not as large as the bat-eared fox with reddish fur. It was facing away from me so I could not identify it. Both were clearly dead, but recently so, their fur and bodies were from what I could see fully intact. While I was looking at the wondering how they died, I heard a metallic sound and turned toward it. A beautiful adult scrub hare was pulling a gin trap, attached to the fence about 2 m from me. I could not believe I had not seen it as I first arrived and clearly it has stayed dead still albeit with the gin trap affixed to its obviously broken dangling leg. My horror turned to action and without having ever seen a gin trap I bent down and released the hare from the brutal metal grip. The Hare ran off dragging a useless leg behind it. I wonder if it survived. I looked at the area and it was clearly one of those gaps under the fence. But how could anyone be so cruel as to release the obviously previously trapped Bat-eared fox and mongoose leave their bodies there and reset the trap for the next harmless creature!!

Gin Trap

Any weight placed on the flat piece of metal between the toothed jaws would trigger the trap and the jaws would snap shut. It is believed that gin comes from the word engine, meaning a device that did not require human intervention to make it work.

Gin traps are banned in more than 90 countries the world, but not in South Africa, they are legal here for predator control, a part of me gets that and the economics of preserving sheep from jackals – BUT these traps are indiscriminate. These beautiful creatures were murdered, maimed, and left to die a slow painful death in the heat of the Karoo from thirst and starvation. This suffering is incomprehensible, and this practice should not be allowed, especially in these circumstances. On a game farm fence whose mandate is to preserve and protect wild animals……. I am beyond anger at this malicious barbaric practice!

I drove away feeling saddened but pleased that perhaps I saved a life.

A very hot dry place

I am an avid amateur photographer and always looking for the shot…especially windmills. I saw one and went forth on this extremely hot day in a very dry place. The reservoir was full and leaking slightly, around the base were 4 tortoises lying in the small shallow muddy pools in the shade of the cracked cement, something for them to drink, but there was not a blade of anything to eat, nothing! I remembered that I had seen a tortoise eating prickly pear leaves a little earlier on my drive and the huge prickly pear (nopal opuntia) cactus plant, where I had just parked my car …I went back. Armed with a broken piece of fence post I slashed and sweated and slashed some more and eventually broke off some spiny cactus which I carried back to the tortoises. Usually timid, once they had the scent, they started devouring the plants…. I went back for more and spread them around a bit. I felt sad that I could not do more, but again, perhaps I saved a life or two. I took no windmill photos, just these

Nopal Opuntia – Prickly Pear Cactus

Prince Albert

When you arrive as a new resident in this quaint Karoo town, you are often asked what brought you here?
The first time I drove down Prince Albert Road, to visit a friend – I felt like I was coming home. I turned off the busy N1 highway and slowed onto the dirt road, crossed the railway line and headed towards the very distant hills that are the Swartberg Mountains.


It was late afternoon, and the setting sun was due west. As I drove east toward the edge of the Groot Karoo the sun shone beneath the body of my car and long shadows elevated me, in the sparse veld. Windows open and warm dry air blew my hair with a sense of belonging. A broken windmill and reservoir just off to the left begged for a photo, I pulled over and climbed through the slack fence with camera in hand. Perfect light, warm air, and peace all around me I took the shot then just stood and breathed it in…..it represented everything good from my childhood. Warmth, freedom, safety, big sky, sand between my toes and an endless open honest landscape…. A sense of complete peace with gratitude for just that moment and everything that was good in my life….it was meaningful enough to draw me back many years later. And it is where I chose to begin again and have lived since 2019:)

Prince Albert

Prince Albert https://princealbert.org.za/history/

Tankwa Karoo 29.5.2019 – 1.6.2019

In between closing and packing up my business and packing up my city home and moving to my new home and life, after 18 years – I was invited to attend a land art residency programme in the Tankwa Karoo, on Stonehenge Farm. A remote, harsh, dry, barren, stark area, with boundless beauty and never-ending vistas and skylines! I was concerned about the timing, but, in the spirit of change and embracing my new life, I went! And what a great decision it turned out to be…..

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 Sky Labyrinth Stonehenge Farm

Besides the physical journey mostly on dirt roads in wide-open space, it was quite an emotional and spiritual journey….I met amazingly creative people from diverse backgrounds who were very welcoming and non-judgemental…. Learning to connect with people is part of this new journey and it was easier than I expected! I find I connect more easily when I am away from my ‘boxes’….. Hopefully, this will translate well when I move… I will not be defined by my career, my past, my insecurities…..I also hope to connect more with myself!

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I had time to meditate and think and listen. Each evening there was a time with the group of fifteen to partake in Reflections… Sharing the day’s events, I was able quite easily to do this….it was sharing an experience, it was not a reflection of me! It was good and I mean to continue with this practice on my new life:)


Some of the Land Art I photographed:

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